Jesus speaking from heaven 5

Sister Eun-ju: This is the Jerusalem Temple, and a banquet is being held here.

The table is long and golden. All of Jesus' disciples are gathered and enjoying a banquet with Jesus.

When Jesus shares food with His disciples, He is so overflowing with love.

I guess this is love for souls, wanting to share and serve.

Ah! I so want to emulate that heart.

I so want to emulate Jesus’ heart of sharing and serving.

I want to receive the love that I can share with others, God! I want to be like You, too.

Jesus is sitting with His disciples.

Peter is sitting on Jesus' left and the apostle Paul on His right, and Jesus pats their shoulders.

I love you so much, My sons!

My beloved sons, I love you so much, Jesus says, hugging them.

I can feel His love.

I'm just standing there watching, wearing a linen garment.

My soul is just watching Jesus and His disciples gather and share a banquet.

But I can feel Jesus' heart, and it seems like He is telling me that He loves me.

Then Jesus speaks to His disciples.

Jesus: Peter, I am looking for ones like you.

Paul, there is no one on earth like you, who is crazy for Me.

Paul, there is no one like you! No one! No one! ~~.

Sister: I think Jesus’ heart is truly aching.

I can feel His heart. Ahh.

The feeling that I must do the Lord's work is pouring into my heart like a waterfall.

I feel that I must do the Lord's work right now.

The feeling that I must preach the gospel to save souls is gushing up like a fountain.

Then Jesus speaks to Paul and Peter.

Jesus gathers His disciples and holds a banquet. I love it so much.

To think that a banquet like this is being held in this place! Oh my!

I am so happy that my heart is pounding, and I am clasping my hands together.

Then Jesus calls me.

Jesus: My beloved daughter, you come here too.

Sister: I'm so happy that I clasp my hands together and playfully jump for joy before Jesus. I'm just so, so happy.

Oh, what will He give me, what will He give me? I am frolicking about in anticipation. Hehe!

I'm so happy I can’t speak. Hehe!

I'm speechless with joy.

Jesus looks at me. I feel His love so much, and I am so, so happy.

Jesus speaks, hugging me with His right arm.

Jesus: My beloved daughter, maintain this joy. Maintain this joy.

Strive to maintain the joy of Heaven every day, My beloved daughter.

Overcome with joy and gratitude, no matter what adversity you face.

Long for the joy of Heaven, My beloved daughter.

Sister: At that moment, my soul spreads out both arms and receives all the joy of Heaven into my being.

My soul is already spreading its arms wide to receive all the joy of Heaven into itself.

I am sitting there, with my head lifted to the sky. I am so happy.

“Rejoice, my soul!” I guess this is it! Goodness me!

God, I'm so happy I don't know what to do.

I feel like I possess the whole world.

I feel I have no worries, no concerns, no pain, and no problems.

Oh, I am so happy. Goodness me!

My goodness! So this is what Heaven is like, a feeling of having no worries or concerns at all!

It seems my joy deepens every time I come to Heaven.

It seems God makes me feel the joy more deeply.

Oh, I wish everyone could experience this joy, the joy of Heaven.

I hope the members of Deokjeong Sarang Church and all people throughout the world also receive this joy. I am so, so happy.

In Heaven, there are no worries, no concerns, no pain, and no suffering.

I am just happy and joyful like a little child. Oh my!

This joy is like the first love I had, the joy of being filled with the Holy Spirit.

But when I come to Heaven, the joy is even greater.

When you are filled with the Holy Spirit on this earth, you feel so happy, as if you have gained the whole world.

But when you come to Heaven, that joy is upgraded every single day.

So, I feel like I'm going crazy with joy, truly!

My goodness! How can one live so joyfully!

But then, Jesus weeps again.

I am in His right arm; He holds me and weeps so hard. On the linen of His knees...

Father! ~~. Father! ~~~. Father! ~~. Oh, Father! ~~.

There were more tears of blood on the knees of the fine linen garment Jesus wore.

Ahhh. Ahhhh. (sobbing)

Jesus is lamenting in such great sorrow.

I cannot bear to look at Jesus, so I am covering my eyes.

Jesus, why are You so sad?

My heart hurts so much. Jesus, please don't be so sad. Father! ~~.

The reason Jesus is weeping today is...

Father, today, many servants of the Lord have fallen into Hell again. ~~.

I feel the heart of Jesus, and my own heart feels as if it is being torn apart by a hook.

It feels like my heart is being dug out with a hook. It hurts so much. ~~. Father! ~~.

The Lord's servants are being poured out in heaps through a funnel, as if pouring out garbage, and I don't know why so many of them are falling into Hell.

I don't know why so many of the Lord's servants are falling into Hell.

Jesus shows me the Lord's servants falling into Hell and lets me read their hearts. My goodness!

Father! ~~~. Father! ~~~.

They are falling into Hell in droves.

Everyone is falling, whether they are women or men, pastors, pastors’ wives, or missionaries. It’s so horrible.

Many fall into Hell ravaged by illness, and even more fall after suffering sudden accidents.

More importantly, they all missed the opportunity to repent before death. That's why my heart aches so much, Father! ~~.

Jesus: Yes, My beloved daughter! Yes, yes, yes, this is My heart.

Cherish this heart as you care for the sheep.

Guard My flock, My beloved daughter! ~~.

Do not rely on anyone, My beloved daughter! ~~.

Sister: Father! ~~.

Jesus is now telling me about the pastors who have fallen into Hell.

Demons seized their thoughts so that they could not repent on their sickbeds.

Father, there are so many people like that.

My heart hurts so much. My heart hurts so much. ~~.

My heart hurts so much. ~~.

My heart hurts so much that I cannot even speak.

Ahhh. Ahhh. Ahhh. Ahhh. Ahhh.

Jesus! ~~. Jesus! ~~.

Those who fell into Hell today were discouraged, and that discouragement developed into severe stress—the stress of pastors.

For some, the stress became so excessive that it developed into stomach or oral cancer, and they fell into Hell.

Father! ~~. Father! ~~. Father! ~~. They are so pitiful.

God is showing me certain pastors right now.

He shows me them being punished, having fallen into Hell below.

Why is this happening? ~~.

I can't bear to watch, for they are too pitiful.

I feel like I'm going crazy. Jesus is crying.

Jesus speaks. The reason they have gathered for a banquet today is...

Jesus: Let us all gather and pray, My beloved sons! My beloved people!

Today, My heart aches so much.

Ah, My heart aches so much. ~~.

My sons... My people, you must pray.

Peter and Paul, I need your prayers.

Sister: Ahhh, Lord! ~~.

It seems that more of the Lord's servants are falling into Hell because the end times have come.

But one pastor fell because he taught that the VeriChip was the 666 Mark.

He had a car accident and fell into Hell.

Jesus: My beloved daughter!

Sister: Jesus speaks.

Jesus: Yes, My beloved daughter!

Now, in addition to the VeriChip, many pastors will be deceived by powerful heresies and the work of demons.

Many of the Lord's people will be deceived. What am I to do!

Fearing this would happen, I had it written through My disciples by the inspiration of the Holy Spirit, yet I do not understand why you people fail to realize it.

Sister: Jesus strikes His chest. The sound of the hammer striking the nails when Jesus was nailed to the cross! I can hear that sound of hammering.

I hear the pounding sound of the nails being hammered into the cross. It feels like my eardrums will burst.

Father! ~~. My eardrums feel like they are about to burst from that sound.

Ahhh, my ears feel like they're going to burst.

Father! ~~. So this is what breaks Jesus’ heart so much!

Believing the VeriChip is the 666 Mark and falling into heresy breaks Jesus' heart like this.

Every time the servants and people of the Lord who do not keep their faith fall into Hell, Jesus' heart aches so much.

And every time we who are in the world commit sin, His heart aches like this.

Jesus is letting me know everything; God is making me know.

God! ~~. God! ~. I had no idea Your heart could hurt this much.

Jesus: My beloved daughter, My heart aches so much!

My heart is being torn apart like this!

O members of Deokjeong Sarang Church, why do you hurt My heart so?

Sister: Ahhh. Ahhh. Ahhh.

He says that we hurt Jesus' heart, that we hurt His heart.

Ahh. Ahhh. My soul is weeping profusely right now. I think I am beginning to understand how much Jesus' heart hurts. Father, Father!

Jesus: My beloved daughter, at least Deokjeong Sarang Church...

At least Deokjeong Sarang Church...

Deokjeong Sarang Church, can you not at least make Me happy?

Can you not make Me happy?

Can you not make Me happy?

Sister: Ahhh. Ahhh. Father! ~~.

As I feel the heart of Jesus, I weep bitterly.

I am weeping bitterly. ~~. (sobbing!)

I see an image of our church.

Ahh. (sobbing) Ahh. (sobbing) Ahh. (sobbing)

I see the times I caused discord and the times we criticized, envied, resented, and complained about each other. Ahhh. Ahhh. Ahhh. Father!

Jesus: My beloved daughter, you and at least Deokjeong Sarang Church, please, give Me joy!

Please, give Me joy!

Sister: Please forgive my sins and our sins, Father!

Through Jesus’ eyes, I see our Deokjeong Sarang Church, and I am so ashamed.

I am so ashamed that I do not know what to do.

Ahhh. Ahhh. I am weeping so hard. I am weeping because I am so sorry to Jesus.

We should treat each other with love, but instead, we are envious and hateful toward one another.

Father, Father! ~~. Father! ~~. Father! ~~. We did wrong. I did wrong. We did wrong, Father!

Jesus: My beloved daughter, you and at least Deokjeong Sarang Church must become one.

Just as we are now sharing a banquet in the Jerusalem Temple, serving and sharing with each other and finding joy, so I desire you to live.

I, Jesus, desire you to live like this.

Is it not clearly written in the Bible that when you please Me, that joy is given to you?

I do not know why even you interpret the Bible with mere knowledge, though you read it so much.

Why can you not understand the words of Pastor Kim Yang-hwan, who teaches, "Be filled with the Holy Spirit and long to read the Bible"?

I do not know why you drive such a nail into My heart!

Please, mend those vicious lips of yours. ~~.

Sister: Pastor Kim, I am so ashamed that I want to hide.

I am so ashamed of our appearance that I want to hide.

Ahhh. Ahhh. Ahhh. Ahhh. Ahhh.

This is how we have broken Jesus' heart.

Ahhh. This is how we have hurt Pastor Kim’s heart.

I did not know we were causing so much strife among ourselves.

Whenever we gathered, we criticized, caused strife, and were envious.

Father, Father, I am left with nothing to say.

I am speechless to ask Jesus for anything.

Jesus: My beloved daughter, I am waiting, holding a bundle of blessings to give to you.

If only you would unite as one, I would untie this bundle and pour out blessings, but why do you quarrel so?

Why can you not love one another?

Sister: Ahhh. Ahhh. Ahhh. Ahhh.

I feel like I'm going to go crazy.

I feel the pain in Jesus' heart, and I think I'm going to go crazy.

Jesus: Why, why, even the ministers...

Why do you quarrel so among yourselves in your hearts?

Why do even you, like the people of Israel, grumble and complain?

Like a squirrel on a wheel, why do you keep walking the path of the wilderness? My beloved sons and daughters! ~~.

Sister: I can feel Jesus' heart, and I think I'm going to go crazy.

Jesus: You, at least, give Me joy! Give Me some joy!

I cannot endure being in sorrow every day.

Sister: Ahhh. Ahhh. Ahhh. Father!

Jesus: Is it because your suffering is so deep?

Is it because the satanic attack on your flesh is so severe?

Is it because your blessings are so slow in coming?

Why, like the people of Israel, do you not look to Jesus but instead look to one another, grumbling and complaining?

Why are you so contentious? You hate each other in your hearts.

Do you know how much Pastor Kim Yang-hwan’s heart ached?

Do you know how much he ached?

His heart ached so very much.

Sister: Ahhh. I feel like I'm going to go crazy. Ahhh.

Jesus: How can I, Jesus, work powerfully in a place where you are so contentious?

Sister: Ahhh. Jesus' heart is in so much pain.

He is so heartbroken. Father, Father, Father!

My heart aches so much that I cannot control myself.

This is the first time in my life that my heart has ever hurt like this.

Ahhh. Ahhh. Ahhhh.

Jesus: My beloved daughter, do not be sad. (sobbing)

I have shown you this so that you would pray.

O Deokjeong Sarang Church, how I want to bless you.

I want to bless you so very much.

My heart aches every time you suffer day and night from the attacks of demons.

There are times I send demons to train you, but why are you so unable to control your hearts?

Why is it that when you open your mouths, only slander and condemnation come out?

Sister: Ahhh. Ahhh.

Jesus must be this heartbroken. He must be this heartbroken.

Jesus: My beloved people! How many times have I told you that My gaze is upon you?

Why do even you cause Me to shed tears of blood?

This is not the time to look at other churches.

Manage your spirits! Manage your hearts! Cut off your sins and wickedness!

O Deokjeong Sarang Church, repent, repent! ~~.

Repent! ~~.

Repent! ~~.

Bind the demons that cause strife even within your families!

Come to your senses, for you are in the midst of war now!

You are in the midst of a tremendous spiritual war! Come to your senses!

All of you, long to be filled with the Holy Spirit.

If there is even one day you are not filled with the Holy Spirit, you cannot overcome the attacks of demons.

Every day, the demons that come up from Hell are like an army. How can you possibly endure without being filled with the Holy Spirit?

The very thought that you can endure without being filled with the Holy Spirit is a deception of the demons.

Repent first, yourselves, and then pray intercessory prayers.

You must pray for the many large churches.

And yet, why do even you give Me no joy, but instead make Me shed tears of blood?

Sister: God, I too was wrong to be discouraged and frustrated every day. ~~.

Father, I was wrong for my lack of faith.

Jesus: Yes, all of you, come to your senses and pray intercessory prayers.

Even though I have poured out on you all the power of prayer, why are you discouraged and do not pray?

Why do you not pray when you are sick or when the demons' attack is severe?

That is not how I trained you.

Be alert and sober; pray with diligence, My people!

My sons and daughters, you were bought with the price of My blood.

Did I not clearly tell you that My gaze is on you?

Do not draw tears of blood from My eyes that are watching you; instead, pray.

Pray especially for Pastor Kim Yang-hwan. Especially, especially, especially... ~~.

As my son sees you unable to control your hearts, his heart aches so much.

Sister: My heart is breaking right now!

I feel the pain Pastor Kim went through, and my heart is breaking. It is breaking, breaking.

Ahhh. Ahhh. My heart is breaking; what am I to do? Ahhh. Ahhh.

Jesus: My beloved people, Pastor Kim Yang-hwan is also a human being.

Do not attack him so.

Before he even goes up to the pulpit to lead prayer, my son's heart truly aches when he sees your spirits.

That is precisely My heart.

All of you, be filled with the Holy Spirit and pray for the servant of the Lord.

Since Pastor Kim Yang-hwan is also human, he is not filled with the Holy Spirit every single day.

Why, then, do you not guard his spirit with your prayers?

While entrusting your own souls to him, why do you not guard his?

Why is it that you do not pray for him? ~~.

Pray. ~~~.

Pray for My son. He, at least, must not go to Hell.

He, at least, must not be corrupted.

He, at least, must not become arrogant.

You do not pray for him because you do not know how fiercely the demons attack My son.

My beloved daughter, you must pray too.

Pray for him. I shall pour more of the power of prayer upon you.

Pray as if your life depends on it.

I desire that not one of My servants goes to Hell.

Why are you all so assured, thinking, 'Surely Pastor Kim Yang-hwan will not be corrupted!'

That is not so. ~~~.

You must guard My son with prayer.

If My son becomes discouraged and falls, what will become of your souls?

If My son collapses from stress, what will become of My people? And how will I bear the price of My blood?

Let the ministers be the first to come to their senses, and pray together for My son.

What is to be done if even this servant becomes corrupt?

You, at least, must love one another.

Do not confess with your lips as a mere habit.

Do not love only on the surface.

When another is in pain, comfort them as if you yourself were in pain.

When another is frustrated, comfort and pray for them as if you yourself were frustrated.

Do not condemn. Fix your condemning lips.

That—your condemnation, envy, and jealousy—is what grieves Pastor Kim Yang-hwan the most.

That is precisely what grieves Me the most.

You, at least, please give Me joy.

Sister: Oh, Father! ~~.

Jesus: My beloved daughter, behold that Hell. Behold the pastors.

They are the servants I cared for and cherished so very much. ~~.

Deceived by demons, all that remains for them are the fruits of disease and Hell.

Sister: I see a pastor.

God is telling me about him; he is in his mid-fifties.

His face is dark and gaunt.

He was cast upon his sickbed, yet he missed the chance to repent.

Father, Father, Father! ~~. Father! ~~. Father, Father! ~~.

I see the pastor before his death. (Pastor, ahh.) I feel like I'm going to go crazy.

God sends an angel to save his soul.

But his repentance does not burst forth, for he does not know what he has done wrong.

He only wished for church growth and counted the number of members every day.

He did not truly love their souls but only tried to fill the church with numbers.

This man is a pastor, yet he did not guard the church.

Then God shows me again the time when he was a pastor.

His church had about 100 members, but many left, and only about fifteen remained.

Those fifteen people slandered, backbit, and fought with each other, so the church was in an uproar every day.

The pastor was under so much stress that he collapsed. He died without a chance to repent.

Before he died, he lay on his sickbed, and inside him, demons were swarming.

The hospital room, too, was swarming with demons.

The gate to Heaven begins to open, but then it closes.

So the angel, having guarded him to no avail, gives up.

As the angel receives God's command and ascends, the demons snatch the pastor and cast him into a funnel.

He is so pitiful. He is so pitiful, God.

What if this happens to me? Please, God, let me repent when I am later on my sickbed!

Please, God, let me repent before death!

I do not understand why this pastor could not repent.

I do not understand why he could not repent.

Jesus: My beloved daughter!

Sister: Jesus explains it. He speaks.

Jesus: You must abandon a religion of habit.

Pastors think they can go to Heaven by preaching sermons, offering praise, praying, and managing their congregations well.

That is not so. ~~.

My beloved daughter, pastors themselves must be filled with the Holy Spirit on a one-to-one basis with Me.

When their fullness of the Holy Spirit wanes, they must realize the danger and hold fast to Jesus.

Yet this pastor only taught his congregation members as a teacher would.

He only taught the Bible to the congregation members and managed them.

This pastor's prayer life dwindled more and more over time.

You must understand this correctly. Understand correctly how to pray.

My beloved daughter, the number of hours you pray is not what is important.

The goal is fullness of the Holy Spirit.

Even for a short time, you must be filled with the Holy Spirit and then pray, for only then does your prayer ascend.

You must first repent, be filled with the Holy Spirit, and then pray.

It is with such prayers that you can manage the flock and meet Me.

Why then do you attach meaning to praying formally for six, seven, or twelve hours?

You are bound by the legalistic act of finding satisfaction in the duration of your prayer. Do not pray like that, My beloved daughter!

If you are filled with the Holy Spirit, you can pray for twelve hours, or twenty-four hours, or even for two days.

Obey and pray according to the moving of the Holy Spirit.

If the moving of the Spirit continues to rush in, then pray even through the night and receive power. Then manage the congregation members.

Yet there are times I work even through your brief prayers. Why, then, do you pray merely formally only to fill the time?

What fullness of the Spirit or what bursting forth of repentance can come from such prayer?

It is all false. All of it is false!

When you are filled with the Holy Spirit, repentance bursts forth, the blocked relationship with Me is restored, and it is then that you receive all gifts and power.

You receive them whenever you long for and ask for them. How can you not know this?

My beloved daughter, you too are bound by the law.

You too must repent. You too must repent, My beloved daughter!

Not only you, but My people as well are mistaken in this way.

My beloved daughter, abandon the works of the law. ~~.

What is to be done with the price of the blood I shed on the cross? What is to be done? What is to be done?

Pray with longing.

Pray with strength and boldness, filled with the Holy Spirit.

O members of Deokjeong Sarang, pray for the people of the Lord.

To this end I have given you power, yet why do you pray only in the midst of suffering?

Pray, embracing them with love, My people. Pray with the heart of Jesus.

Pray with the heart of Jesus, tearing your hearts.

Pray with a torn heart, asking the Lord to save His servants.

Pray with such a loving heart, as you would for one facing death,

as you would for your children, your parents, or your family.

You are all brothers and sisters in Jesus.

Sister: Thank you, God. Please help me, this daughter, to pray in that way as well.

I have done so wrong. I have done so wrong. I have done so wrong.

God, please increase my memory and change me, so that the heart of Jesus that I felt today will not be stolen from me by demons.

Thank you. Thank you so much. God, thank you for allowing me to know this.

In Jesus' name I pray, Amen.